ADI
me: “look what I can do adi!” (started to flick my rubberbands of my braces causing sounds)
adi: (mouth and eyes wide open) “WOW mommy! You have a voilin in your mouth!!! Can I get a musical instrument too when I get older? Please?”
her favorite saying lately. “mommy, you’re the best mommy I never had.”
ANA
me: (as ana and I watched daddy take adi to the bathroom) what is adi doing ana?
ana: “she she?(thats how she pronounces “sister”.) she she pee pee.”
me: “whats dada doing?”
ana: “jay fut fut?” (fart fart? she always calls him by his name and never daddy)
ana says:
“fut fut” = elephant or fart fart. it sounds the same.
“yoook mommy!” = look mommy!
“muh mas?” = i still have NO clue.
we had a little picnic at a park
tonight after we had dinner i went visiting teaching and grocery shopping. jay put the kids to sleep but ana kept wanting her mommy so he called me twice while i was out so ana could hear my voice and speak to me. on the phone she just sounded so grown up as she repeated the words after daddy, “mommy, where are you? mommy i miss you, mommy, i love you.”, that i thought she was adi at first. jay said she kept asking for mommy and waking up and crying for me and it just breaks my heart knowing she went to bed unhappy and fell asleep being sad. i know it’s maybe silly how much i’m saddened by it but i always want to be there for my children when they want me. whenever, wherever, no matter how long or short. i’m sorry i wasn’t there when you wanted me ana. mommy will give you lots of love and kisses as soon as you wake up in the morning.
