I came home from running errands to find my boys mowing the lawn together with their shirts off.
On another note, ever since Whole30, my milk supply has been dropping and today my son refused to nurse completely. I kept trying but he would refuse and cry and turn his head away. I always said I dislike nursing and can’t wait to wean him but I planned on nursing him for over a year, and at 10 months I’m not ready to and I’m heart broken about it, which comes as a total surprise. I think I would’ve been happy if it was the over one year mark and I was ready to wean him, but I am not ready yet! I’ve been taking fenugreek but without him sucking long enough, how am I suppose to produce milk? I’m completely dry now and I feel guilty and feel like I’ve failed in a way as a mother. My body should be able to provide my child breast milk, but I am not able to and it makes me feel so helpless. I want to feed my son breast milk so that he will be at his optimal health but I’m failing as a mother to provide that for him. Was I selfish in trying out the Whole30? I didn’t know it was going to make my milk supply go low! I am a little bitter and resentful I did Whole30. Anyway, I am taking fenugreek and the mother’s milk herbal tea so I am crossing my fingers I’ll at least be able to nurse him once a day. Cross your fingers for me!